Saddest Love Story Ever

-A story to tell people not to be afraid to express their feelings-

She had a boyfriend, she grew up with him. To her he was the only one for her, the most important and precious. But to him, she was just another girl. 

Girl: Hey, wanna go to a movie?

Guy: I can't.

Girl: Why, do you need to study at home or something?

Guy: Errrr. No~

Girl: Then what are you doing?

Guy: I'm meeting up with ... a friend.

It was always like that with him, he met girls in front of her, like it was nothing. To him, she was just another one of his girlfriend. The word LOVE never came out of his mouth, only her's. Ever since she's known him, she has never heard the word I LOVE YOU from him before. There weren't any anniversaries at all. He didn't say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days .... 200 days .. Everyday, before they say goodbye, he would just hand her a doll, EVERYDAY, without fail. she didn't know why. Then one day ..

Girl: Erm .. Jake?

Guy: What ... Don't drag, just say.

Girl: I love you.

Guy: Erm, you ... what? Just take this doll ... and go home.

That was how he ignored her THREE WORDS and handed her the doll. Then her disappeared, as if he was running away. The dolls she received from him everyday, filled her room, one by one. There were many. Then one day came, her 17th year old birthday. When she got up in the morning, she pictured a party with him. She stranded herself in her room, waiting for his call. But .... lunch passed .. dinner passed .. and soon the sky was dark .. he still didn't call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called her and woke her from her sleep. He told her to go outside her house, she was so excited.

Girl: Jake?

Guy: Here, take this~

Again and again, he handed her a little doll.

Girl: Whats this?

Guy: I didn't give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I'm going home now. Bye~

Girl: Jake, wait! Do you know what today is?

Guy: Today? What about it? 

Her heart sank, she thougth he would remember her birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happened. Before he could get away she shouted WAIT ! 

Guy: You have something to say?

Girl: Tell me... Tell me that you love me.

Guy: What did you say?

Girl: Tell me please? It's just three words.

Guy: I don't want to say... that I love someone so easily. If you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else..

That was what he said. Then he ran off. Her legs felt numb... and she collapsed to the ground. He didn't want to say it easily. How could he... she felt that.. Maybe he is not the right guy for her. After that day, she stranded herself at home crying, just crying. He didn't call her, although she was waiting. He just continued handing her a little doll every morning outside her house. That's how those dolls piled up in her room.. everyday. After a month, she went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that.. she saw him on a street..... with another girl. He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed her.. as he touched the doll. She ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in her room, and tears fell. Why did he gave these to her. Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls,... In a fit of anger, she threw the dolls around. Then the phone rang. It was him. He told her to come out to the bus stop outside her house. She tried to calm herself down and walked to the bus stop. She kept reminding herself that she was going to forget him, that... it's going to end. Then he came to her sight. He was holding the bis doll.

Guy: You came, I thought you were upset.

She couldn't help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual.

Girl: I DONT NEED IT !

Guy: What...why..?

She grabbed the doll from his hand and threw it on the road

Girl: I don't need this doll! I don't need it anymore! I don't want to see a person like you ever again!

She spat out the words. But unlike any other day, his eyes were shaking. I AM SORRY... He apologized in a tiny and shaking voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll.

Girl: You stupid!! Just leave the doll, throw it away!!

But he ignored her. Then....

~HONK~ ~HONK~ !

With the loud honks the big truck was heading to toward him.

Girl: Jake!! Move! Move away!!

She shouted as loud as she could. He stood up and looked at her with sad eyes. Then BOOMMM ! The sound was terrifying. She screamed and she cried. But nothing could bring him back. No matter how much she wished that she could take back the words that she has said to him.. she couldn't. And that was how he went away from her. After that day, she had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him. And after spending two months like a crazy person, she finally took out the dolls. Those were the only gifts he left her since the day they started going out. She remembered the days she spent with him. Ans she started counting the days, when they were in love... One Two Three... That was how... she started to count the dolls.. Four hundred and eighty four.. Four hundred and eighty five.. It all ended with 485 dolls. She then started to cry again, with a doll in her arms. She hugged it tightly, then suddenly.. ~I Love You~ ,~I Love You~.. She dropped the dolls, shocked. I...Lo..ve...you?? She picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach. ~I Love You~ ~I Love You~ It can't be! She pressed all the doll's stomach as it piled on the side. Those words came out non-stop, I Love You.. Why didn't she realize that.... that his heart was always by her side, protecting her.. Why didn't she realize that he love her so much. She took out the doll under the bed and pressed it's stomach. That was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the on that she was missing so much.


Hun.. Do you know what today is? We've been loving each other for 486 days.. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn't say I Love You.. Everyday... till I die.. I Love You..


The tears came flowing out of her. Why? Why?? She asked God, why does she only know about all this now? He can't be by her side..but he loved her until his last minute. For that... And for that reason..to her... it become courage.. to live a beautiful life :')

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We Are Young !

what a day. so tired lah. sekarang pun belom mandi. tengah layan youtube dan edit mengedit untuk si Ayang Karen & Feli. letih tau main edit-edit ni. perlukan mata yang fresh and white. Aireen suroh dorg belajar edit sendiri. Karen dah mulakan cara-cara edit guna template baru tu. nah, amikk kau. HAHA tapi Aireen buat tu ikhlas. tapi penat lah buat tu kan? okey, ini hari Aireen nak ngeso sikit pengalaman Aireen bawa kereta ke tempat tak berapa jauh tu buat kali yang pertama. ke mana? okey. first dari rumah yang indah megah di tepi jalan raya ni menuju ke rumah Deph. kasian tengok dia jalan kaki kan? then ambik Anne Tentut, limpas seberang sana. walaooo, nasib tak da mati enjin wow! pastu, kami stop kat skolah. kami dua Deph yang rajin ni singgah kat kelas Randy Sayang!. haha. belajar Chemistry lah kononnya. nyeh! Aireen dgn Randy tak da apa2 oke, kawan jerr. bak kata dia, TTM. Aireen kan ada Barbie Sayang. cukup lah tu kan? dah habis class tu, Ben suroh hantar balik, so hantar lorr. then balik lagi kat skolah lagi. then pergi emart survay barang kat sana. wuhuu! tak sabar tunggu party nanti. ehem! dah survey barang, hantar Vincent balik. walaoo, duhal rumah dia kt Tudan. teiii punyalah jauh. so utk mngelakkan kereta ni join skali beratur, so guna short cut. short cut pun short cut, jalan macam pergi balik kampung. sesat sekali~ God help us. akhirnya, sampai juga ke sekolah balik. tak da apa-apa yang special. yang special hanyalah melewati jalan-jalan yang agak mencabar. nevermind, bak kata dorg, AIREEN PRO. okey tapi Aireen tak nak ada yang kecil hati. mungkin ada yang fikir Aireen tak nak bawa dia. yaa kalau boleh Aireen nak suroh dia ikut sekali. tapi ada boyfie dia, so takkan lah nak busybody kan? so Aireen relakan sajalah. biar dia spent time dengan boyfie dia. kalau saya pun MUNGKIN macam dia. cuma si Barbie ni yang *(&%#@%!  tak tau nak kata apa lorr. biarlah. ada masa Aireen dating puas-puas dengan dia. so janganlah kecil hati oke? kami hanya dapat bahagiakan kamu setakat yang mampu dan kami sayang kamu sepertimana kamu sayang kami. walaupun kami buruk di mata mana-mana pihak, anda sahajalah yang faham dan kenal setiap diri kami. tapi Aireen percaya boyfie kamu mampu bahagiakan kamu lebih dari kemampuan kami. lagipun skrg ni kamu dua kurang gadoh, makin romantik, so sweet dear. itu yg saya nak dengar.. kami happy sebagaimana kamu juga happy di sana. sayang awak juga Felicia Sayang :)

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Revolution 2012 Makes My Days Triple Awesome !

revo 2012 are triple triple triple awesome! yes, God loves me, you, him, her, she, he, them, others and all of you there. yeah ini tahun Aireen bersemangat bersatu padu cemerlang gemilang time revo tahun ni. sanggup keluar rumah pukul 6 and berebut masuk dan ambil tempat paling depan. God is awesome. and time revo ni Aireen dapat banyak ilham. ilham tu datang secara langsung and tak langsung juga. ngeee~ enjoy the days. never say tired during jumping-jumping. never say never during praise and worship. last part, WE WANT MORE WE WANT MORE. 

okey guys, i just want to share u 'bout myself during last day. on that time, i just keep saying 'bout my dad to God. I tell Him what i feel right now. i keep on praying and praise the Lord. yeahh me, a little bit hate my dad before. just a little bit okey? i had this feeling since the first. just because of his attitude. sometimes, he cant control his anger. and let his bad words out from his mouth. and i hate that part, the way he talk so much. not only my dad, i also tell everything to God 'bout Acqal. u know what, since me and geng 'get out' from his workplace, mcD, i just keep thinking 'bout him. dont know why. thinking, did i make mistakes? lalala~ before me and mom pick my friends, we went to the Drive-thru. aww aww~ i saw him. oh God, i miss him BADLY. 

during me and my friends were prayed, i scream scream scream and scream. God ask me to do that. then when i stand up, i feel the freedom. oh yeahh, it's true okey? stand up then i say thanks to God. i ask from God to solve my dad's prob. anything. i hope the revolution happen to my dad. and also to my sayang barbie. any problems, God can solve it.

today is sunday. i love sunday so much. the day that i can spent much time with my family. yeaa, my dad a little bit change. HAHA praise the Lord. my dad go to grace grocery to buy something for my lil brothers. yeahh, me at the back in a boring and lazy mode, just thinking 'bout my homeworks. HAHA sempat~ i turn my head to the right side, OH MY GOD, Acqal was there. waiting for someone in the car. but his face errrr muram-muram sahaja. uppss his 2nd brother just 'get out' from the grocery and he saw me! HAHA. terkejut haa? Acqal reverse his car, then he look at me, then smile to me, then BYE-BYE me. uweeekkk, i saw his smile, okey ! i'm very shock. ergghh ! macamlah tak pernah tengok dia sinyum-sinyum. yeahh, i'm in trouble actually. i dont know what his problem. nevermind, God will solve it for me. 

okey guys. rojak-rojak bahasa kan? Aireen sedang mengusahakan untuk menyepiking diri. any mistaken, sorry. jadi kesimpulannya, apa saja masalah yang ada, just let God solve it. i love my dad and Acqal so much !

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Virgin Adalah Mahkota Bagi Setiap Wanita

hello readers. ini pagi dengan peluh2 panas lagi baru balik dari training handball kt skolah. letih dorr. dah letih penat gk. dah penat lelah gk. hangat tajuk tok nark. tapi ku just bagi pendapat, maybe, nak bagi nasihat, maybe lah jwk, bagi komen, maybe lh kali. tapi secara keseluruhannya, post tok ku tuju special buat kawan ku yang dah bkurun lama kenal sejak azali dah. tapi aku sik lah mok komen banyak glak pasal nya. sbab aku pun nakal jwk tapi sik lah sosial smpey kluar malam g pub dadah semua rempit apa benda nok lain2 yar, eh eh sik boleh sik boleh. benda2 cam yar ku polah ada jak ku knak pancong kawen awal ada jak. tapi mun kluar gn yang tersayang setakat tok time malam pun g mcD jak. dekat and tempat yang berlampu and tempat yang umum and banyak makanan. aku sik tau mok padah pa gk lekak ku dengar dari orang nok kau dah bertogether-gether gn grk tersayang. lama dah kita sik jumpa kan kawan? lama dah kita sik bersilaturahim kan kawan. lama dah kita sik bermesraan kan kawan? baru kinek ku tau khabar kau gney. aok sik salah mun kau as his girlfriend date and so on apa yg patut torg polah. tapi once kau dah hilang virgin pada usia muda, sik tauk lah ku ko nyesal ka sik. mun jwk nya jodoh kau smpey ke hari tua, haleluyah ! tapi mun torg ng ditakdirkan sikda jodoh, kau tauk lah apa kau rasa klak. kau pikir2 lah. ku pikir ko dapat jaga diri. apa2pun, pndey2 lah ko pikir. aku sik padah ku sempurna okey? tapi tok salah satu kesilapan paling besar bagi seorang gadis. dah lah. aku pun dah lama sik jumpa kau, cm yar jwk kau nark? sama2 lah kita harungi kehidupan pada masa akan datang. kawen klk eboh lupa invite aku keh? even kita knek dah sik rapat mcm dolok. moga2 kau bahagia sayang :)

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The Difference Between 'Bohsia' & 'Gadis Peramah'

hello good evening to all human being. tengok baik2 title kt atas. mcm nk bina ayat utk Chemistry. tadi exam apa mcm. spoil spoil. smlm tdor pukul 3 pagi gara2 chemist. Oh God, malangnya apa yang d'fokuskan malam smlm tak masok pula kt paper tadi. boleh dijangkiti kencing manis saya tadi tauu. balik kpd main point kita, haaa. ini Aireen nak kongsi sedikit sebanyak tentang ni. pada pendapat saya, mmg byk pbezaan antara 2 ni. ada sgelintir amoi yang sememangnya dari kecil lagi peramah dan banyak kengkawan. best kan banyak kawan.. tapi ada pula makhluk Tuhan yang entah apa yang dipikir mereka, mungkin cemburu lalu mengeluarkan kata2 fitnah yang memang dilarang dari sisi undang2 agama. ryte? salahkah kalau kita peramah + berkawan tidak kira jantina? tetapi ini Aireen nak nasihat, meramah ramah ni ada batasnya. nasihat ni untuk saya sendiri. weee. kasian amoi tu.. kalau boleh jangan samakan si bohsia dan gadis peramah. boleh kan ? sebenarnya post ni dedicated to someone. someone, jadilah lelaki yang berguna dan jangan gunakan kuasa kamu sebagai manusia yang mempunyai mulut untuk berkata2 dan menyebarkan fitnah yang tak logik, bak kata mathematics, not statement. okey someone? and 1 lagi, jangan terlalu percaya dengan kata orang. kalau boleh selidik sendiri. ok sayang ? good (:

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